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Fat Pig

I love humiliation.  Or rather, I love things that most people would view as humiliation.

I love when The Boss calls me a "fat pig", when he tells me I'm a disgusting slut, that I'm filthy, and perverted, and wrong.  Because I am all those things.  But I feel no shame in being the things he calls me.

Fat Pig

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Elust edition #65

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Welcome to Elust #65 -

The only place where the smartest and hottest sex bloggers are featured under one roof every month. Whether you're looking for sex journalism, erotic writing, relationship advice or kinky discussions it'll be here at Elust. Want to be included in Elust #66? Start with the rules, come back January 1st to submit something and subscribe to the RSS feed for updates! For our UK readers, we would like to make a special request that you take a moment and fill out this petition to repeal the new censorship laws.

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The Personal Cost

Guilt and self care

This weekend, I've barely spent any time at my desk, and I have to be honest, I have felt a little guilty about it. I've retweeted a few links to articles, and of course, the link to the petition to repeal the new porn legislation, but apart from that, I've been staying away from reading or writing too much. I feel like I should be using all the energy I have to make my voice heard, to raise awareness, to fight.

But the truth is, I have used all the energy I have to do that. By Friday evening I had no energy left. Friends who sent me messages telling me how they thought the new legislaiton was wrong recieved replies simply stating "I do not have the energy left in me to talk about this right now, but your support is appreciated".

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New Legislation

I was looking forward to writing a nice blog about last week's location shoot, and sharing lots of photos with you all.  And I am going to do that, but I feel that I need to blog about what has happened since I got home first.

For anyone who doesn't know, on the first of December, new legislation came into place which makes films of a whole list of consensual bdsm and sexual activities illegal to produce.

You can read a summary of what is and isn't allowed now here

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Headshaving - During

I've already written about the whys and the preparation for my headshaving scene here

The day of the shoot arrived, and I have to admit to being a bit of a mess. I got up early to wash my long hair for the last time, and then did the last bits of packing I needed to do. Once I was packed and sorted, though, my nervous energy had nowhere to go, and I think I spent a little while wondering around the house, looking for things to do. I didn't manage much of this though, before R and Pandora told me to sit down, and eat and drink. They very much helped with this by pressing a bowl of cereal and mug of tea into my hands!

Not long after that, The Boss arrived, and we all set off to the studio. We had the studio for the whole day for a couple of reasons - one being that I wanted to get some final photosets of my long hair before it was shaved off, and some more photos post shave, and two, we didn't know how long the headshaving was going to take, and what state I was going to be in afterwards, and I didn't want to have to rush. As it turned out, planning on shooting some photos in the morning was probably the best thing I could have done. It allowed me to do what I know, and focus on something other than what was coming up.

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Headshaving - Before

When I first started performing in porn, I had two big fantasies, two big things that I knew I would do at some point before I stopped being in front of the camera. Those two things were breast suspension, and headshaving. The first happened some years back now, one of those moments where everything came together and it was just The Right Time (as far as I can remember, I wasn't actually even booked to perform that day, but a last minute model cancellation left me to step in).

The second was more difficult to do. It would leave a visible sign afterwards, for quite some time. Something that wouldn't be easy to hide, and would potentially raise a lot of questions. I knew that I wouldn't be able to do it until I was sure that I would be able to face those questions, to face the looks of strangers, the judgement from people I knew.

In the beginning, the fantasy was just that, a fantasy. Something I would think about, something that would happen "sometime", but it was in a far off future that I didn't need to plan for just yet. But over the past couple of years, I began to think about it more seriously. Telling a few people here and there that it was something I was planning on doing. Discussing some possible scenarios, and putting very vague time frames on the idea. "I want to do it in the spring, so that it'll grow back in a bit before winter."

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Why Pain

It's a question which comes up fairly regularly when talking with non-kinky folk. "Why do you like being hurt?", "Doesn't that hurt?", "But how can pain be sexy?"

People can engage in consensual pain play for a lot of reasons, I can't assume to speak for everyone, but I can explain why I do it. Under it all, there are essentially 3 reasons that I engage in pain play, and each reason goes with a different type of play.

Cos it's horny

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Big Location Shoot 2014

I'm away on holiday for a few days at the moment, and seem to have picked up the cold that the people I'm away with have got.  So rather than going out again today, I'm having a quiet day on the sofa, wtching the food network, drinking tea, and watching the pile of used tissues in the bin grow!  So I thought I'd write a quick blog about what I have coming up in just over a week's time!!

Last September, Pandora and I did something which seems to be becomming a tradition - we booked a cottage in the middle of nowhere and spent a whole week producing content for Nimue's World, and Dreams of Spanking.  This year our cottage is slightly less isolated, but the plan's the same - a week of shooting new and exciting content, and spending the evenings drinking wine in front of an open fire!!

The other difference is that we are not going to be spending the whole week shooting content for Nimue's World and Dreams of Spanking.  We're actually spending the majority of the week shooting for our new, top secret project!  We've got some amazing performers coming to join us for that. 

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Severity

I've fallen into the trap before - looking at a picture on fetlife, showing a welted and bloody bottom after a hard caning and thinking "wow, that's impressive, I wish I could do that".  It's an easy trap to fall into, but why?

Why is that severe caning better, more impressive, something to strive for?

I've done a few scenes that could be described as severe, or extreme - a judicial caning, or breast suspension come into that category - and I know that is it not the sort of scene I want to do on a regular basis.  They are definitely scenes I enjoy, but I have no desire to do them on a regular basis.  Doing a caning that leaves me bleeding a little once a year is plenty for me, and I honestly don't imagine I'll do another breast suspension scene again ever.    And I know when I've done those sort of scenes, and when I do them again in the future, they will push me to the limits of my tolerance, and beyond.  That I will always walk away from those scenes knowing I've challenged myself, learned a little about myself, that I've not taken the easy way out, or had an easy time of it.

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KOTW - Piercing

It's been a long time since I blogged on a regular basis, and although I have a huge list of things I want to write about, sometimes it's hard to get started again.  So I thought that joining in with Kink of the Week would help me get back in the swing of things.

This week's Kink of the Week is piercings and being pierced, so it's definitely something I can talk about!

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