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    Fat Pig

    I love humiliation.  Or rather, I love things that most people would view as humiliation.

    I love when The Boss calls me a "fat pig", when he tells me I'm a disgusting slut, that I'm filthy, and perverted, and wrong.  Because I am all those things.  But I feel no shame in being the things he calls me.

    Fat Pig

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    New Legislation

    I was looking forward to writing a nice blog about last week's location shoot, and sharing lots of photos with you all.  And I am going to do that, but I feel that I need to blog about what has happened since I got home first.

    For anyone who doesn't know, on the first of December, new legislation came into place which makes films of a whole list of consensual bdsm and sexual activities illegal to produce.

    You can read a summary of what is and isn't allowed now here

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    Headshaving - During

    I've already written about the whys and the preparation for my headshaving scene here

    The day of the shoot arrived, and I have to admit to being a bit of a mess. I got up early to wash my long hair for the last time, and then did the last bits of packing I needed to do. Once I was packed and sorted, though, my nervous energy had nowhere to go, and I think I spent a little while wondering around the house, looking for things to do. I didn't manage much of this though, before R and Pandora told me to sit down, and eat and drink. They very much helped with this by pressing a bowl of cereal and mug of tea into my hands!

    Not long after that, The Boss arrived, and we all set off to the studio. We had the studio for the whole day for a couple of reasons - one being that I wanted to get some final photosets of my long hair before it was shaved off, and some more photos post shave, and two, we didn't know how long the headshaving was going to take, and what state I was going to be in afterwards, and I didn't want to have to rush. As it turned out, planning on shooting some photos in the morning was probably the best thing I could have done. It allowed me to do what I know, and focus on something other than what was coming up.

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    Headshaving - Before

    When I first started performing in porn, I had two big fantasies, two big things that I knew I would do at some point before I stopped being in front of the camera. Those two things were breast suspension, and headshaving. The first happened some years back now, one of those moments where everything came together and it was just The Right Time (as far as I can remember, I wasn't actually even booked to perform that day, but a last minute model cancellation left me to step in).

    The second was more difficult to do. It would leave a visible sign afterwards, for quite some time. Something that wouldn't be easy to hide, and would potentially raise a lot of questions. I knew that I wouldn't be able to do it until I was sure that I would be able to face those questions, to face the looks of strangers, the judgement from people I knew.

    In the beginning, the fantasy was just that, a fantasy. Something I would think about, something that would happen "sometime", but it was in a far off future that I didn't need to plan for just yet. But over the past couple of years, I began to think about it more seriously. Telling a few people here and there that it was something I was planning on doing. Discussing some possible scenarios, and putting very vague time frames on the idea. "I want to do it in the spring, so that it'll grow back in a bit before winter."

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    Why Pain

    It's a question which comes up fairly regularly when talking with non-kinky folk. "Why do you like being hurt?", "Doesn't that hurt?", "But how can pain be sexy?"

    People can engage in consensual pain play for a lot of reasons, I can't assume to speak for everyone, but I can explain why I do it. Under it all, there are essentially 3 reasons that I engage in pain play, and each reason goes with a different type of play.

    Cos it's horny

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    Severity

    I've fallen into the trap before - looking at a picture on fetlife, showing a welted and bloody bottom after a hard caning and thinking "wow, that's impressive, I wish I could do that".  It's an easy trap to fall into, but why?

    Why is that severe caning better, more impressive, something to strive for?

    I've done a few scenes that could be described as severe, or extreme - a judicial caning, or breast suspension come into that category - and I know that is it not the sort of scene I want to do on a regular basis.  They are definitely scenes I enjoy, but I have no desire to do them on a regular basis.  Doing a caning that leaves me bleeding a little once a year is plenty for me, and I honestly don't imagine I'll do another breast suspension scene again ever.    And I know when I've done those sort of scenes, and when I do them again in the future, they will push me to the limits of my tolerance, and beyond.  That I will always walk away from those scenes knowing I've challenged myself, learned a little about myself, that I've not taken the easy way out, or had an easy time of it.

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    Facilitating

    One of the most recent video updates on Dreams of Spanking is Aftercare Spanking, with myself and David Weston.  It's a scene I loved shooting at the time (David has both a delightful bottom, and a wonderful personality), but it's only since it was published that I realise that the story behind it is one I particularly enjoy, and which plays to possibly my ultimate BDSM interest - facilitating other's enjoyment.

    In this scene, I play David's girlfriend, who's waiting at home for him to come back after his first ever caning. I rub lotion into his welted bottom, enjoying hearing his thoughts about his experience, before giving him a playful spanking which leaves him giggling and pushing his bottom up to meet each spank.

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    What's Changed - Part 1

    On the surface of it, it doesn't really look like all that much has changed on my website, and that's probably true.  Most of the changes have been things that you won't see when you stop by!

    The major change that you can't see is the fact that this website is now, 100%, entirely MINE, ALL MINE! Previously a percentage of the website income went to other people who did promotion, marketing and other things for me.  But it became clear to me about 12 months ago, that the arrangement just wasn't something I was happy with any longer, for a lot of reasons.  So that's when the process of relaunching began.  I now control everything. I will control the horizontal. I will control the vertical.

    The bit of this that I am most excited about is that I now have control over how the site is promoted.  I will no longer have people working with me using offensive words to describe myself and the friends I shoot with.  I will no longer have others trying to shove me into a marketing pigeon hole, that I don't necessarily fit into.  I will no longer be working with people who don't share my values.  I can begin expressing how I view the work I do, how I believe it's a wonderful trend to see more and more performers creating their own content, and how I feel that this can benefit the "porn industry" as a whole.

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