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    Hair and There

    It shouldn’t really be a surprise to me, that having my head shaved would mark the start of some significant changes in my life. I came to realise a lot about myself in the lead up to the event, and even more since then. And to a certain extent, I’m still growing and changing, and realising even more about myself.

    I’ve already written in detail about why I wanted to have my head shaved, about how much I was identified with my hair, and how much I was identified by it as well. People took a look at me, and thought they knew what to expect. Since I chopped of those long, red curls, people started looking at me differently, and maybe realising that their previous first impressions were wrong.

    But that’s not what I want to talk about right now.

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    Good Stuff - January 2016

    I want to try to blog each month, looking back at the good things that have happened over the previous month. It’s part of my plan to keep focussed on the positive things in my life, without letting the negative stuff and stresses overwhelm me. So, in no particular order, here are my good memories from January 2016:

    • Starting the year with new friends, and having an older friend join us after his party had finished elsewhere. Lots of chatting, and singing, and The Chap and I exchanged a lot of drunken, filthy sexts!
    • Having a catch up chat with Pandora, hearing about her time in Australia, getting some good news, and making plans together. Realising that we have both missed working together over the past year, and that we both look forward to working together more over the next year.
    • Spending time with The Chap during a weekend when I was not at my best. My pain levels were high, and I was rather spaced out on painkillers, but he looked after me, gave me a gentle massage, and when I was stood in the supermarket with no idea what I’d gone in to buy, he remembered my shopping list and made sure we got what we needed. It’s reassuring that even when I’m not at my best, he’s not going to run off.
    • Spending a weekend with Rosie, my mum, and my sister-in-law. There was brunch, followed by cocktails, followed by afternoon tea, followed by cocktails, followed by dinner, followed by cocktails. Lots of fun, lots of girly time.
    • Waking up from a bad dream to find one of my kitties snuggled on my chest, the other snuggled on my legs - they look after their mother.
    • Getting to play Bioshock for the first time since it first came out - it’s just as good as I remember it, and I’m looking forward to playing more!
    • NEW SHOES!!! They’re utterly rediculous, I can’t walk in them, but they’re amazing, I love them, and I love R for convincing me I need them in my life.


    • Managing to avoid getting the cold that everyone else in the polycule seemed to have.
    • Baklava. I’ve eaten more of it this month than I think I’ve eaten over the entire rest of my life. I regret nothing.
    • Submitting two of my films to the British Fetish Film Festival.  I've submitted both Cunt, and What Are You, and I'm interested to see which they choose to show!


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    The Top Who Wasn't

    The following is a guest post that I feel honoured to share, but before I do I want to try and explain what this post means to me. You see, it’s a beautiful blog post written for me by The Chap, about a particularly special night we spent together over the holidays. It talks about some amazing, boundary pushing sex we had, and how he felt about it, during and after. And I am feeling a little shy about sharing it.

    I’ve talked a lot on this blog about all the kinky fun I’ve got up to. I’ve talked less about the sex I have, especially recently. This is mainly because the people I’ve been having sex with haven’t wanted me to blog about it, and I totally respect that. But it’s become habit now, and it’s a habit I want to break out of.

    Sex is a big part of my life and my relationships, and I’ve always wanted to share everything I get up to on here, and in my site, so to kick it off, here is the most explicit account of my sex life I’ve published so far!

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    Happy Things

    It's been a while since I last posted her, mainly because the only times I really feel like blogging are times when I'm stresseed or annoyed, and I figure that people don't really want to read that!

    So in the interests of getting myself blogging again, I thought I'd start with a list of things I have to be happy about!

    • I have a lovely house, in a great location, which has given R and I the space to have a couple of wonderful parties over the past months.
    • My little brother has just married a wonderful woman, who I am delighted to welcome into the family.
    • I have my wonderful R, and though it's less than ideal that she works nights, it means that when I take a break from my desk, I can peek my head into the bedroom, and see her curled up, sleeping with my cats.  This makes me feel very warm and fuzzy inside!
    • I have my gorgeous cat, who sleeps on my chest every night
    • I have recently met a wonderful Chap, who I am very much enjoying spending time with and getting to know better (I will be blogging more about him soon, I hope!!)
    • It's winter, which means lots of excuses to drink mulled wine and mulled cider.
    • I have lovely friends who support me and don't judge me.
    • I finally have regular physiotherapy to sort my shoulder out, and hopefully reduce the chance of long periods of pain in the future.

    These are just some of the things I'm happy about right now.... What about you?

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    KOTW - Anonymous Sex

    My 26th birthday is a night that I doubt I’ll ever forget. It was a seriously intense night from start to finish, even before we’d left the house on our way to the swingers club we visited often. But the real fun started once we arrived.

    We’d been there several times before, knew the people who owned the club, the girls who worked behind the bar, and several of the regulars. But there weren’t usually so many single guys around. But it was to be expected - it was a greedy girls night, and we’d made it known ahead of time that I was going to be there, being greedy.

    The club were very good. They made sure I had bottles of water to keep hydrated, offered me “spotters” to make sure that no one tried to do anything I didn’t want (I didn’t take them up on their offer, my domme and her friend were there to “spot” me). They told me to pick a room and get comfortable, said that word would soon get around as to where I was and people would come and find me.

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    A Close Up

    Way back in November, before ATVOD decided to screw over small fetish producers, Pandora and I embarked on Big Location Shoot 2014. As part of this, we spent a day shooting for Nimue’s World, and as it was just Pandora and I, I took the opportunity to try a few new things, along side the spanking and BDSM fun we usually get up to.


    One of the new things we shot was a selection of body part close ups - the idea being that I would edit them together to give a close up view of my body, from my head to my toes. And I did start editing that.

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    Kink of the Week - Urolagnia

    I wrote this several weeks ago when the Kink of the Week *was* actually Urolagnia, but for some reason, entirely failed to publish it.  So, here it is, very late, but still interesting (I hope!)

    Urolagnia. A fetish which sexual excitement is associated with the sight or thought of urine or urination

    A simple enough concept, but when you really look into it, it covers so many different things.
    Golden showers, desperation, knicker wetting, public pissing. And I have to admit to being a fan of most aspects of piss play, and have incorporated a lot of it into my work, but there’s one I rarely talk about in public.

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    Celebrations Are Called For

    Earlier this year, I spent a week working almost non-stop. I messed up my sleep cycles and generally put too much pressure on myself. Well, it turns out that it was all worthwhile in the end. I've been nominated at the Feminist Porn Awards, for my film The Agency, and I’m so ridiculously excited by this, for so many reasons.

    Firstly, this is the first film I’ve ever submitted to a festival, and I really had absolutely no idea what the judges were looking for! When you know what does well at a festival, it’s easy to tailor your film to that. Without that knowledge, I simply had to edit the film in the way I felt was best, and hoped that the judges would like it as well.

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    Bigger is Good

    This is another one of those posts where I start by saying “when I started producing porn, I wasn’t doing it to make a statement”. I started producing porn because it seemed like an enjoyable way for me to make a living. But I am still realising that the content I make is radical on many levels. The world is not going to change based on my work alone, but I still think that what I’m doing will help out in making a change.

    I’ve always set out to show the world what goes on in my head - sharing my fantasies and allowing others to see that they are not alone. But these days, it seems that even showing my body is radical.

    I’m fat. I used to be skinny, but now I’m not. But it seems that along my way between the two points, a large group of people have also decided that I’ve also gone from being beautiful, to being ugly, and in doing so am no longer deserving of love, care, or respect.

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    Cane In The Cupboard

    This is my third attempt to sit down and write this blog post, hopefully I'll manage to finish it and get it posted this time!  

    The Cane In The Cupboard was definitely one of my favourite movies to shoot, both because the scenario was pretty hot, and because we had such a fun time behind the scenes!  It's also based on a true story, which in my opinion makes it even hotter.  Molly plays a probation officer who is trying to get control over a wayward young lady.  She makes a threat that she believes will be enough to scare me into compliance, but isn't expecting me to call her bluff.

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